Butterflies.

Our lives are composed of BIG moments that together create our life story. These moments, depending on how they go (good or bad) all happen for a reason. They leave butterflies in your stomach--like a first date. Which means GREAT things can come from them or great let-downs. I am prepared to accept either at my new little chapter of life because this past couple of months have taught me that let-downs are going to happen. Let downs do not define me though, nor do people's opinions. I know that I am a positive and hard working person. I know that I am intelligent and kind, and I know I will prevail in the end. I love and dislike butterfly moments at the same time. The anxious feelings balance with exciting feelings and my body is super confused on whether to be scared or happy. I think I'll choose happy though, because God has a plan. I just have a feeling my whole life is about to change, and I am accepting the change, but ready for my life to be in a routine again. :) Summer is going well. My wedding bouquets are about to be shipped. They are all hand sewn from old ivory and lace and I am super pleased with them. I find them worth the hard earned money. I also have some windows my in law cousin gave me to use for the wedding. I have some fun crafts in mind for it! My best friend moved to Florida, she always said she would. I am proud to see her independently chase her dreams. I miss her, but honestly I think that Florida holds so much potential for growth and adventures that her heart desires. Good for you, Megan. I can't wait to come see you! She had her big, butterflies moment this week. It's time for mine now. Our new chapter of friendship--we're going long distance! LOL. I am making an effort to get into shape this summer, and to get in touch with some of my older friends (and stay in touch with my newer ones). I have had some fun conversations thenceforth. I am also venturing to new churches closer to home. My heart will always be with Lea Joyner, but almost in Sterlington is a bit too far for my location. It's been fun going to check out different denominations and get a feel for what is best for Travis and I. I went to his parents Apostolic Church a few weeks back and loved it. I have also enjoyed visiting some churches around here. It's so hard to decide, especially when everyone is so kind. Church is important to me and I want to pick a place where I can raise a family. <3 Sleep for me...